I just finished my outline for my two talks this coming CLSS. With less than two days to go I still have this CLSS jitters even if I’ve served in the CLSS for almost 10 years now… maybe that’s one sign that this activity is really not about what we can do but how humble are we to be instruments of God.

It’s really weird while writing my outline, I was listening to two worship songs: Heart of Worship and When God Ran… the second is a very powerful song, every word sinks deep into the heart and makes one realize how good really God is. I’ve heard the song so many times but every time I hear it, I just can’t help myself and I break down into tears…

“ the only time I saw Him run
Was when he ran to me
Took me in his arms
Held my head to chest
Said ‘my sons come home again’
Looked at my face
Wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in his voice
He said ‘Son do you know I still love you’”